KE$HA

What you got boy is hard to find.

I think about it all the time. 

I haven't posted in like a week... but I haven't had much to say. I had a long week. I was counting down the hours/minutes/seconds until I had my boy in my arms. We celebrated our three year anniversary with a nice home cooked meal of garlic shrimp pasta, and then he went to his buddy's house while I went to the Catholic Halloween party. He came back and we stayed up late talking. This morning we woke up and got ready for the day, took a nice trip to target to buy milk, butter and eggs, and stuff for his apple crisp :) We came back, made the apple crisp, watched some RENT and played Gin Rummy. Then we went to dinner and now he's gone. The time went too fast. I wish so badly that he could come back and be with me. I miss him. It never stops hurting when I have to say goodbye. 

Our First Date: Halloween 2009

Our 3 Year Anniversary: Halloween 2012

He's such a great guy. He really is. We don't always agree on everything, but if we did, it'd be boring. He reminds me what it means to have fun and he breaks me out of my tiny shell. He is supportive and caring and he has this incredible brain. He's smart. So smart. Sometimes I feel like such an idiot when he goes talking about stuff, but it doesn't scare me. It doesn't annoy me. He's usually always right, except apparently about wine. I somehow knew more about what types of wine are sold under the Barefoot brand (no, I haven't drank any of them, but my mom has). Other than that, he's usually always right-- just don't tell him that. 

He's got something in a guy that isn't easy to find. He has compassion. He cares. He really cares, about feelings, about what goes on inside this crazy head of mine. I love it. I'm so incredibly grateful for him and his amazing kindness and love. 

So, here's to Ke$ha and the truth she speaks. :) 

Always,

H.Eilene