Some Days..

I feel like I'm falling apart. I feel like everything around me is tumbling down this giant mountain, and it's gaining so much speed that if I even try to fix it, I'll just end up tumbling too. Today is one of those days. I don't know how to fix it, and I'm not sure why it feels like this.. the only thing I'm sure of, is that I really hate these days.

I don't get it.. It's sunny outside, which is usually something that puts me in a fantastic mood. Both of my morning classes were cancelled, also cause for fantastic moods... but as I'm sitting here doing laundry and homework, all I want to do is go back to bed and wake up in a another day, in another place.

Environmental Conservation and Dinosaurs were cancelled today, which gave me completely free time from 8am until 3:30 this afternoon to do homework and study for finals. Here's to productivity, and here's to these crumbly feelings going away...

Usually more bubbly,
H.Eilene